Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Karma His Way

Whatever we do, whatever we invest in or whatever we spend nothing is unnoticed. He keeps account of everything, every moment and every thought that touches us or that takes shape out of us or that manifests in our work because the Creator Himself being the banker maintains our logbook with absolute precision. Ever wondered where you spent the sum that you had earned over the last decade? You might have lost or forgotten the count but it is recorded somewhere. The same is true with this life too. The way I treated the housekeeping boy who spilled soup on the desk while cleaning or what I was thinking while saying no to the guy who was asking for money without repaying the previous sum, all has been recorded. When I realized this I started thinking why not use His account balance for the purpose He has intended to. I need to utilize this lifetime for the purpose He has proclaimed to be His directed one as told in the SriGita, or the Bible or the Quran. Atheist read him otherwise, finding follies and inaccuracies in His various manifestations. (See the ‘religious fights’, ‘crusades’, ‘jihads’ or ‘dharmayuddha’ all in His name!). But He is the one altogether.

Now I have little idea of His plans for me and I also have idea of my previous births though it is limited to a few births but even though I feel relieved with the journey so far because of this privileged state. I have no idea or memory of my ant-warm lives but I feel empathy for the same. Although at times I hurt them or I did have killed them but I do wish for their exponential, out of turn promotions though I do wonder whether it will serve the purpose for them. I do wonder what would be the fate of the person who attacked me. Inferring the no interference from His side and leaving it all to the Karma principles what shape his life would take. Karma karma karma. Why don’t we believe in its principles. Why don't we do something that is humane. Why do we not aspire for perfection in our work. Why doing something carelessly. If this is what will shape us then why not we shape what we can and when we can. Doesn’t the optimistic opportunities that it carries make the karma enjoyable activity forever. Kartavya afterall is karma than why not enjoy it why not do it with perfection. Now I willingly acknowledge the conclusion of 'Do everything and love Him'. When manifested in our work, our duties this love has the ability to liberate us, to free us from the bondages.
Love,
Preyash.

Friday, October 3, 2008

Shocking Life…Shaking Beliefs

This section was delayed for long because it needed much editing before it could surface over net. Terming it as editing would be improper because it needed internal correction from my side. Whatever I wanted to post was of a person that had complaining nature. Why he did this and why ‘he did this to ME?’ My Mentor wanted to correct me in His way but I simply resisted. This complaining attitude had to go. If we believe in His designs then why to revolt against His game-plan. I believe my rebirth was a miracle…even my coming to the capital and my friends here all had some purpose but his thought just could not go off my mind even here. Namrata m’am (though all in the office are very distinct and distinguished but she has got this precious ‘karma’ gift to share with others) told me to sincerely name him in my prayers saying whatever he did yielded his karma effect, I should not think for him with complaining attitude rather I should pray for him. I do not know how but it clicked to me. After great difficulty I prayed for him, how difficult it was I can not utter but I managed somehow. Just praying was not important I had my attitude towards him changed. After one month it got reflected in my life too. But the problem with my posting remained as it was before. Whenever I tried to write about that incident I got nervous, disturbed, perturbed and perplexed. This problem had to be sorted out so that I can share the ‘life shines’ message with all. My Muskaan fixed this problem for me by playing Ratnavali bashing and lashing everytime I portrayed that perplexed preyash at the time of writing! Anyway it is not going to be posted now but whenever it is posted one thing is for sure, it will not spit venom or complain rather it will convey love and celebrate the good things in life, the purpose it was started for.

Love,
Preyash.